As a person she’s really hard, I think you certainly have the same feeling that today you are happy but tomorrow you don’t know–maybe it will be a bad day. Lots of affairs you must care, and lots of problems you will meet, and lots of trouble you must deal with, and lots of bad people you hate but need to face…

 

Today when I open my personal mobile I see again his messages he sent to me on 27^th Jun. 2009. On that moment he just came back home and we just took the contact again after losing communication for about sever years. His words as follows:

It’s pretty impressive, I don’t know how to say and give comments about what I’ve done to you, I owe you too much. I’m sorry.

 

What a big pity and great pain for me. I hate and miss him, so much, you must consider that I have got mad and the girl was so stupid. I’m agree but I can’t control my feelings, really, his smile already lost for long time in my mind, however, I still remember his name and those memories, which is why I will be so confounded. I want to give a call to him and hear his voice suddenly, but his telephone has stopped, another oversea number I can’t call, in fact which only my actuation, I know he has an own his life, and I have another one, we have been on the different ways. I must accept the fact that as the time past our distance is farther and farther, we can’t come back old days.

Let me forget the person in above story.